Any kind of interest is good in my book. I’ll take all the good vibes I can. My favorite diner is looking for waitresses. I’m seriously considering it. I don’t have a resume for customer service, but what the hell? I need the money.
I watched the inauguration yesterday as well, but I had mixed views. Anything that seems that great always comes with a catch. But if makes other people feel optimistic and into moving there money around the economy, I’m all for it.
The federal mortgage company called to let me know my loan application had been rejected due to lack of income. Then had another headhunter call. She said nice things about me, but she didn’t tell me she had a job for me. My mom yelled at me because she’s worried about money that made me feel even more like a failure. Its like I’m living on an emotional roller cost where my self esteem is based completely on whomever I’m talking to. I’m unemployed and mental 14, will the fun never end?
I laid off my maid today. She’s broke too trying to support a mental disabled son. I considered asking her if she needed help too.
As you might be able to tell, today I am back to my pity party. At least I went to the gym and yoga. Now I have to debate where or not I have enough to pay for my groceries for the week.
Tomorrow I promise to sort out the medical insurance situation. Cobra is covered, but only if I front all the money first and wait 6 weeks for a check. I’m not sure I can do that and public insurance scares the shit out of me. Am I better off just ignoring the situation in hopes of finding a job?
What kills me the most is I learned today I could have refinanced my mortgage last month when I was working. I’m a dork.
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